so the college lifestyle is really catching up with me, i feel like i’ve never been closer to homelessness than i am now. unfortunately i’m working 6 days a week and still don’t have the money to afford the things i want. its an undesirable lifestyle that im choosing to endure during the next few years. an older friend of mine tells me im restless because im feeling so stuck between being a kid and an adult that its hard. im not sure that there is anyway to move through these years but im not sure why i want to move through them so quickly. its sad cause i know ill regret trying to rush this time in my life but i feel so uneasy in my life right now it causes stress.